Today’s post is going to be something different for me. I’ve never really shared my full feelings or story of loss and grieving. I’ve become a big fan of the show This is Us and it’s almost like the writers stole scenes from my own life. As most of the world knows, Sunday’s episode finally gave us the answers to Jacks death. Take away the fire scene and you have flashbacks of my father's death 21 years ago. I could barely make it through the episode. I had to pause it more than once because I was feeling all of the emotions. I felt panic, sadness, anger, and confusion. Here is my “This is Us” story. January 18, 1997, I went to bed so excited because the next day was my 10th birthday and all my friends were coming over for my party. I woke up to the sound of my mom on the phone with someone which was unusual for that time of night. Then people started to show up and it was confusing. All I remember is my un...